Sunday, October 17, 2010

A stark realization

In all seriousness, this past week brought me to a stark realization: I've been drinking too much.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I have always been a social drinker.  I enjoy a cocktail after a long hard day, a complex wine to accompany a good meal, or a beer during/after a round of golf.  I've taken it too far though.  It's not like I turn into a raging asshole like some guys do while drinking, and it's not as though I do too many things that show how idiotic I can be.... but here it is: Twice in the past week, I've driven after having some drinks.  Here's the kicker: I think that in both circumstances I was legal while driving, but I've always been a zero tolerance guy.  I can't be one of those guys, I don't want any trouble with the law, and damned if I want something terrible like being the cause of an accident on my conscience...  This is what scared me into re-evaluating my situation.

I think it may be an offshoot of moving to the suburbs, but I'm not at all happy with it... So, I think I'm going to spend some time on the wagon - more focus on fitness and building a fulfilling life, without the encumberment of problems with the law.

I've got another post coming, but I don't want to mix messages, so I thought I'd post this separately.

dave

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